好烦哦...

这些日子里...不懂在搞什么...头脑，总是不受控制...胡思乱想...很烦...真的很烦...
每个地方，留给我的...都是一大堆...一大堆把我压得很喘的压力...之前，真的很希望我是活在童话故事里...
没有烦恼...整天也只是嘻嘻哈哈的过生活...得空时...还能和可爱的小动物玩...找朋友去探险...
但...这一切一切...也只会是虚假的幻想...不可能发生的事情...
人生还是要过...不管面对的压力有多大...但...我真的顶不顺了...好想放弃...
我不想再撑下去了...一个人的世界...真的很不好过...多想找个人陪我...多想发泄心里的东西...

好烦...学校的生活真的不好过...看到你们只是欺负我们...真的很不爽...不明白怎么他们甘愿给欺负...但还是算了吧...他们都没话说...我还能怎样?朋友...这个词...真的不懂怎样说它...可能...它有时真的是很好的词...但有时它也不是好的...不喜欢那些在我旁边+盐+醋...为何要和我说些我sensitive的东西?我在多么的努力...多么的努力在压抑着自己的心情...我不想发狂...朋友...真的如想象中的容易相处吗?老师常说-朋友们是会相亲相爱...对彼此都很好的...不会有歧视另一个的...但...怎么我觉得我的朋友是歧视人的呢?我没说过我是好学生...也没说过我是坏学生...好坏，只在一线之间...只在你的想法...以前的朋友，现在的冷漠...仔细想想...并没有如何得罪你们...如果冷漠，可能是因为我捣蛋，说说粗口...但如果是捣蛋，你们觉得我是坏学生...我只能说抱歉...这种朋友，我不要也罢...你们以前常说，上课很闷...现在有个人捣蛋，而你们觉得是坏学生...那你们上课的快乐从哪来?全世界的人只知道看小丑，是很开心的...但小丑心理的感受，又有谁知道呢?如果是因为粗口，那对不起...我会纠正...但你连一个机会也不给我...唉...

家家有本难念的经...蛮对的...我家...是蛮不错的...但最讨厌的是...看到不合...有时，一人让一步...那不就行了吗?为何总要闹到动肝火的场面...你们又是否知道...身为后辈的，心里的感受?夹在中间的味道并不好受...因为总要顾着彼此的感受...多么希望可以和和平平...

好想你哦...笨蛋...真的好喜欢你...但我知道我们彼此根本不可能...多想亲口对你说...我喜欢你...真的很喜欢你...虽然我们不可能在一起...但还是希望你能够开开心心...有时，你真的很傻...对自己好一点...看到你不开心，受委屈，心里是多么的心痛...现在想做的，就是想让你一辈子都开心...你的笑容...真的很美...你知道吗?看着你幸福开心的一面，就是我的动力...一个不需对任何人诉说的承诺:我会一直对你很好的!!我会尽我所能让你永远开心幸福^^我爱你...笨蛋...

很烦哦...

yeah！！今天下课的早餐是猪场分...gugu的爸爸卖得^^味道一流...不过很可惜...吃的时候，kari汁冷了...味道没那么好...算了...以后买别的...今天不懂怎么搞的...心情很差...早上还好...考physic...不会说很容易...也不会说很难...大概是中上...但还是很多不会回答...这次真的等死了...过后考sejarah...那个老师进来...可能还在生气吧...一下子，就不小了...心情超差...拿到考卷，随便翻几下...就睡觉了...过后起身，乱乱写答案...反正都不会...乱写，好过空白...真的很不明白...其他老师都给早交，为什么他不给==而且其他人在做弊，为什么他可以没发觉...真的很不爽...看到作弊的...不懂怎样说...没有读到，就没有读到...其他成绩差的，都还没作弊...你们这些平时成绩好的...为什么要作弊?不是说针对你们...只是...这样公平吗?想想...那些真的努力过，奋斗过...竟然遗漏了...你们这些作弊的，分数竟然high过那些学生...那有什么感想?

放学时...真想直接跑出去了...什么都不想再去想回...什么都不想做...看到朋友...就说说几句...过后就回家...车上，想了很多...很想对你说对不起...对不起...因为...我的举动...已经超越了我们之间的友谊...现在想起，可能已经给你带来很多麻烦...但你都没说出来...谢谢你...但也对不起...而且更重要的是...我根本配不上你...beauty and beast...我现在了解了...现在起...我会尽量控制自己的...我不想自己摧毁我们之间的友谊...谢谢你...你真的是个很好的朋友...也很对不起...给你带来那么多麻烦...

对不起!!!!!!!!

不爽...

今天超不爽的...虽然早上有点开心...但只是一阵而已...还以为...今天能够度过一个开心或中等的一天...
这得很不爽...那么多人...为什么只抓我来说?有得罪你啊?什么都没说...而且是我想的啊?说我讲话=-=
今天除了重要的事情，而开口，我就没谈过天了...这样也有错?其他人讲话，做错了，你不说?就只是说我?那里得罪你啊?真是的!啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!!好咯...你那么喜欢不爽我...就不爽我咯...又不是玩不起...做错点点东西...就说扣分...扣啦...扣不起啊?spm又不是你改...怕你啊?来啦...给你扣咯...反正今年考试都没打算考好来的啦...

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今天...你还是不开心...虽然我问你的时候，你否认了...但从你的表情...我知道你还是很烦...真的很抱歉...希望你能够从展笑容...你笑的时候...真的很美...而且...看到你不开心...我也不会好过的...幸运之神保佑你...

finally...we...

ssbc匆匆的来...匆匆地去了...
成绩出炉了哦...
第一-form6（imiecc）
第二-form4（correct）我们哦!!!
第三-form4（false）
我们尽力了...我们真的很努力了...但还是做到如此而已...但没关系啦...我们也很满足了...谢谢大家对correct team得支持...今天真的是很刺激哦...我也算是做到很好了...教练也赞我今天表现不错...不过想起昨天...真的很火...不懂在做什么...射球，不进...连抢球，也好像没什么力气了...好像打算放弃了...昨天，真的很自暴自弃...幸好，有你...如果不是你一直支持我...一直安慰我...我肯定还是堕落着...对不起...可能让你失望了...你的加油...今天我看了，才来打的哦...我没放弃自己...我会变得更强的...看到你的支持，我就更想把眼前的障碍给打败...谢谢你...真的不懂如何感激你...

我答应你哦...明年，我会更努力...我会变得更强...我不会让你失望的...谢谢你的加油!!

做工^^

哟...昨天，和几个朋友一起去mines做工^^做waitre...老板规定2点要到==结果，6.xx才开始...不过还好啦...算钱从3点开始==不然跟老板死过...老板讲了一大堆东西，不懂讲什么==paiseh...然后就去分次序==本来看到要给词语在最后的，结果放到去vip==我才第一次列==没办法咯...硬上==家勤，宵夜，11，关2哥就爽咯...分到不是中间，就是很后面==轻松到他们...6.xx，去自己的岗位看下咯...顺便打交道...毕竟是新人...就跑去问朋友很多东西...客人陆陆续续来==我们就去泵菜咯...过后只是站着和倒茶而已^^

可能真的有点闷，快快倒茶，跑去后面refill...在里面，乱乱玩一下，就去refill...再出去了^^差不多吃完菜了，就上puddin...过后就teh tarik...老板不在，就偷喝几杯...蛮好喝的...hehe...过后，没东西做了，索性在外面站1分钟，里面偷喝...谈天...再去工作...XD我的朋友真聪明==把teh收好来...再来慢慢diap...XD跟他们一起share...幸好老板没看到^^

11点，就回家咯...跟老板说...拿了薪水就回家^^顺便和kahseng去喝茶^^吃东西...超累人的...但还好咯^^希望有机会，做到3.xx...

yeahT.Tv

holidays finish jor...so sad for it...start school,then gt assembly==at there stay for a long time...T.T...1st day,very nice...all teacher more lazy than us^^keep absent...so tat day,we at class just chat and sleep...if nt,then watch movie^^

2nd day,some teacher b jor...T.T so cham...almost all teacher gv exam paper...c dao the result,wan die jor...T.T...b home,then put exam paper "gd gd"...dun wan dad or mum knw it==if nt,wil die so cham...especially my addmath==48.5...wakaka...chinese more geng==i sure my chinese teacher sure beh song me=-=she tach d all format,me 1 also correct...boh teach d,i also go do it...wakaka...

3rd day and 4th day,all teacher b jor...so sienz...1 teacher more geng==me slp kenyang-kenyang eld,she teach nt enough 5minutes,then me wn mengantuk==more beh tahan is her class hv 2 period!!wtf!!2 period...finally,bo sleep dao^^v

sienz o...ssbc coming soon==my team d ppl very patient...i make many mistake,many fault stil can bo feel v me==tel them wan change teammate ma==they stil can say nothing==anyway,so thx to my captain...ya...u r right...i reali dun hv confidence v myself...since last year,then i hv knw...i wil never as a gd teammate for u guy if u wish to win...i reali dun hv confidence...so sry...hope during the time tat i left,can find b myself ba...

T.T

sienz o...holidays almost wan finish le...T.T
thursday go gai gai v friend...watch le karate kids...^^
a nice movie...gt jackie chan,jaden smith^^the girl leng lui xia xia d^^...XD
the movie say about boy gv bully...then learn kungfu from jackie chan...XD...damn yeng...then go play v friend lo...play le so long time...XD...gt win gt lose...
bt gt bit beh song==no lure dao u...lcly me wa==

then b home...when reach home,then sis ask me hlp her buy thing==
on the way home,c dao friend play football...then join them lo...
long time no play jor...quite nice d...XD...bt...so sad...accidentally hurt myself in my left leg...
nw so pain==walk also gt some problem...haiz...

sometime very beh song...just a game only...dun knw my friend or other ppl wan angry for wat...lose meh lose lo==lose le no nid die ba...dun knw y at thr diu ppl...if u r a pro,sure can win 1 la==if just normal,then normal play game ok liao lo...nid angry v some1 or scold him ma?y dun ask self,if someday,u also b like the nb 1,wat ur feeling?dun tel me u dun care==tat just a reason for u...the real and actual reason,self knw la...dun act lcly in front of me...i sure wil remember who treat me like tat...if gt chance,sure wil revenge...

tired~

today 17/6/10 is quite a busy and tired day...slp at 3.xxam...7.30am then gv my hp alarm wake up=-=i no mind it and continue slp...wakaka...then my friend call me jor=-=i wake up and go field to play basketball with them...lol...the number of ppl is less than the number of my imagine...anyway,we hv a quite happy hour...im so enjoy for tat...we play until 11.xx=-=then weihan and me b home...hv to take bath then go mines watch movie=-=

we go watch the movie,karate kids...b4 i hv booked ticket for it,bt yoongleong say we too late to get the ticket=-=hv to buy...me reali gv zha dao...we sit at the 1st row=-=pai seh...the movie is quite nice...stil thinking tat either tat a funny movie or romance...xD...but the thing tat i most hate is...there is so cold=-=next time i wan wear more shirt==if nt wil beh tahan...my hands and legs keep shaking=-=like tat till end...haha...

after movie,we c dao our friend...they hv gathering...we watch the same movie and they just sit behind us bt v no c dao...haha...tat so funny...then we go hv our lunch...eason say bring us to eat=-=we c dao the price then faz faz run away=-=the price eason beh tahan=-=hw come us can afford it==finally,we go eat mcd^^thx eason belanja donut...xD

then we go cc and play a while...then b home...my friend and i straight go field to play basketball...about 7.xxpm,then we b home le...hv our dinner and rest a while...8.45,we go out and play again...xD...dun knw hw many round hv us play==so tired...T.T...11pm,then we b home le^^

sienz...

好久都没写blog了...上了线，就懒惰写blog了...顾着打机...而且，也不想打的东西给我家人知道...
漫长的假期来临了...去cameron玩^^蛮不错的...但就是可惜...不懂做么没有mood...可能睡不好吧...蛮累的...@@漫长假期，感觉有点颓废的过生活...整天看电视，玩电脑，补习，睡觉，吃东西...就没变了==满闷的...想去哪里，都很麻烦...不是时间不对，就是不可以去...更何况世界杯来了，更加不用去玩了==

有时觉得，家满烦的...有时吵来吵去，都不懂吵是什么...结果就是我们后辈受苦...幸好，有经验了...不是跑去楼上，就是去朋友家...真的很顶不顺...为何就是不能心平气和?sienz...==死名，假期跑来gordon家...幸好有他...不然这个假期会闷到死...我们一起吃东西...玩来玩去...蛮爽的^^

哟...朋友们去玩...我就得补习...唉...很sienz...读到很闷...不想读书了...整天都要烦恼...成绩不好?前途不好?见闻不好?都觉得很sienz...朋友找我打球，没mood==超懒惰打...1来好远，2来不想献丑==

假期里，蛮爽的...跟她sms...虽然不是常常...T.T这个假期里，真的很想她...希望她假期快乐~身体健康^^

just...

u knw...wat i waiting for...waiting for ur msg...waiting for our chatting...waiting for the time v u...waiting for the memory v u...i dun knw whether u knw or nt...just wanna tel u...i reali here waiting for u...i w8 for 4 years eld...as ur sepupu say-if he(me) wan wait,gv him wait lo...c him can wait hw long...ya...i nw reali waiting le...

1 day msg...1 day msg...everyday,i also try to gt msg from friend...then forward to u...send...and waiting for ur reply...mayb u wil reply...or wil nt reply...waiting for ur msg is a hope for me...i think tis may add the memory for me...sweet...at least better than doing nothing...i nt feel tired...the hope for ur replied msg is type of energy for me...

i nt a brave man...if u ask me to chat v girl through msg,i can...bt if u ask me to chat face by face,i wil nt...feel so shy when facing v u...dun knw to start a gd beginning chat v u...or dun knw hw to do then can begin our chat...i scare...scare wat i talking wil make u boring...i scare...scare wat i talking wil make u feel hate v me...i reali dun knw wat r u thinking nw...do u think me annoy?think me just a rubish tat wil larang u?think me a penglarang for ur life things?sometimes...i reali so confuse for myself...and i nt brave to ask...to gt the answer frm u...

i also nt a gd man...i nt ti tie as the others...i nt gd as the others...nt a gd student...i reali dun knw hw to face u le...im so sry...dun knw tat i shall going away from u?or just be silent near u...i knw tat...u never wil pay attention on me...when v u...my friends wil always just b ur chatting target...i never can attract u to pay more attention on me...u dun wan me to say rude word...bt i keep say...sry...bt mayb talking rude word wil just b a way for u to talk v me...everytime u hear me say rude word,sure tel me...and i also never stop from doing tat...bcz only talking rude word,v can just start our chatting topic...

haiz...i like u...bt it doenst mean anything right?mayb v can only b friend ba...gd luck and hope u happy always...I LIKE U SO MUCH !!!!!and wil also keep on my promise...I SURE WILL WAIT U D!!!

唉...

终于可以上网了^^之前线有问题...不知不觉间，就过了1个星期多几天...其实..少了电脑...也并不如所想象中的惨...可能..就只是没得找朋友谈天..或玩fb...那段时间，真的很闷...整天都想找东西来做...打球?读书？做功课？玩电脑？真的蛮厌倦这样的生活...去读书时，有种很不甘心的想法...很不想读书...我承认我是一个懒惰的人...但有点厌倦酱的生活...我讨厌addmath...讨厌physic,chemistry,bio...有时回头想想，想到这些科目就很头痛...难到我根本就不想再读了...怎么解释，还是很多个???在我头上...我恨啊!!没有人，可以诉说...在他们的眼里，我是个成绩好的学生...但，又有谁能陪我倾诉呢...谁，又愿意听听我的烦恼...每次，他们只会说-你不用读书的啦...那么聪明...谁又知道其实真的很压力...真的很恨别人当我是姐姐般...我并不出色...我并不像我姐那么厉害读书...为何，常要拿我姐来说我呢？... ...

笑，只是表情的代表...不过，笑，也可以拿来掩饰自己...拿到卷纸时，看到分数...不太想笑...也更不想哭...只是笑笑...真的很佩服自己...那段时间，还能和朋友有说有笑...回到家，才会怕...才会伤心...想想，真的像自己所说的，月份考而已，不重要的啦...随便考就可以了...不需要太努力...如果月份考是热身，那重要的考试要怎么办呢？等死?还是到时才做决定？觉得很乱...人么常说-笑笑没烦恼...我笑了呀...那为何烦恼还在呢?为何还有很多东西要担忧呢？唉...

最近，一直听朋友们说恋情...有人开心有人哀...有个朋友一直说他的恋情...听了后，不太想伤害他...只好给予他鼓励...但实际上，觉的是泡汤了的...他，真的很努力挽回...但，真的可以吗？因自己当初的迟疑，而错过了一次又一次向她道歉，与诉说的机会...因对方一次又一次的伤害，而决定放弃...虽然，我不懂要如何说...但，这可能是件好事吧...如果2人真的彼此间没感情了，又何必勉强对方呢?还是，这只是错误的想法？爱，一定要拥有吗？希望他们能随缘吧...+u...

CHINESE NEW YEAR!!^^

13/2/10
今天是新年除夕...^^那天，我们再把房子打扫干净...XD一边打扫，一边谈...很快的，时间就过得7788了...过后就去冲凉...不好意思臭臭去吃团圆饭吧==洗干净了，就去公公家享受团圆饭^^这次很特别，我们是第2到（我有2个叔叔，1个姑姑）...平时都是我们最迟的...这次竟然...真是大跌眼镜...haha...吃饱了，就跑去看电视...父母们当然是谈天咯...^^8.xx,就回家了...因为等下还有很多事情要做...回到家，就准备一切要用到的东西...搞定好了，就看电视...我和我弟就开电脑...今晚我们兄弟姐妹打算守夜^^2个姐一边看电视，一边上网...我和我弟就打dota咯...很闷嘛:P

14/2/10
叮咚叮咚!!钟声响起了^^终于新年和情人节都到了！！只听boom boom声，有人放烟火...好像刨除家看...但不可能的==开得锁来，什么都不用看了...T.T没关系啦...哈哈...而且那时我也只对dota专心而已=='''就这样打打机打到5点多...我父母醒了...说那是拜神的时间...搞定的7788后，我爸就赶我们去睡了...说他可以搞定...而且他告诉我们通宵不睡，等下会很辛苦的...我们就跑去睡觉咯...一睡就到10点多#^.^#，而且还是给妈妈叫醒的...哈哈...过后当然是拿红包咯^^吃了早饭，就跑去公公家拜年了...在那吃喝玩乐:P过后，我的一个小亲戚错把我当成我爸==一直叫我姨丈姨丈==炸到...顿时成了笑柄...而且我姐也叫我姨丈姨丈==过后再跑去别的亲戚家拜年...就回了...晚上再来通宵...XD

15/2/10
今天年初2...和朋友打机打到5点多...刚好看到我妈做家务...就跑去帮忙咯...扫地抹地...她说你休息下，等下再帮忙...就跑去睡咯...以为回来叫我...但没有...就这样睡到8.xx...搞定一切了，就回家乡...回到了，全部说肚子二...就叫我叔婆带我们去吃顿好的^^v过后当然是回家...和小baby玩...小baby很可爱...真想多碰它几下...但怕她哭=='''和我的小侄女玩...超爱哭的==对她，无言...不想多多说了...宁愿把话题放在其他人身上...哈哈...晚上在家打边炉^^吃了很多海鲜...阿叔的身手真不赖...XD过后，就跑去看阿叔放烟火和许愿灯（洪明灯）...XD好好玩哦...之后去吃宵夜...11.xx，就回咯...回到家，2.xxam，冲凉睡觉...发了一个好梦...梦中和她相遇...2个人一起去上学...帮她拿书...^^v过后竟然...竟然...醒了==真是 !@#==

yeah^^

2day is a quite nice day for me...in the morning...im go to school with a feeling of shy bcz my hair hv been cut too short eld...reach class,they gv many at-10-tion on me=-=...paiseh la...then the teacher also feel very funny for it...my addmath teacher more geng...ask me go near her,then put her hand on my head and say-'bagi saye rasa kejap'...zha dao...=-=nvm la...at least,tat just a while d thing...and also she doesnt say anything 4 it...my other friend c dao my hair ask me wat make me like tat sad and do like tat stupid d thing=-= wtf...

when pj period,feel very funny on it...form 4 vs form 1....form 4 lose jor...haha...nvm la...v just wanna test 4 the power of form 1...our comment is-quite teamwork...bt hv to improved many things bcz v just 放水 for the game...stil gt5-3...then they reali nid put hard work for it le...then is afternoon...ready 4 the basketball club..play le many game...hehe^^win jor many times...haha...XD

then i take bus v friend to b home lo...v reach south city and walk towards the field at my taman...many ppl there...then v just join 4 it...they gv me a new nickname-johncena=-=at there,慢慢球瘾上身...play more nice and nice...they keep shout-MVP!MVP!(MVP-most valuable person)...nt lc o...bt my feeling reali very nice...and also hope them shout more loud and loud...MVP!!!!MVP!!!!tat moment is 1 of the most happy moment for my life...yeah^^play basketball nice is also 1 of my dream...XD...

haiz...cham...T.T

lol...too busy and tired eld...so long time no update my blog le...sry...tis few days gt bit cham...say about addmath 1st...nt me lc...i like addmath bcz it easy 4 me to understand...sometime when facing problem,i glad to hv my sis^^thx 4 longtime and patient to teach me addmath...XD nw can solve it myself...XD...bt...i hate to study addmath in school...the teacher sometime very dahsyat...beh tahan le==wil b sot if keep like tat...T.T

some of my subject teacher change to practical teacher...so sad...my bm,bio,sejarah and chemistry change le...bt bit hate bm teacher...she so mafan==do tis do tat...sometime feel like she gt anti-nt malay d...just keep say the other race d fault except malay...so sienz to study on her class...do wrong say us wrong...do right also gv her say...example-last time finish le her homework,say me lazy wa==all correct and can submit eld also lazy??reali wan o0o her...

bio teacher and chemistry teacher also ok la...just their voice is too 'large' eld...force to hear very kfully and pay 200% at-10-tion...==...sejarah teacher more i wan to o0o...she almost same v the bm teacher,also anti-nt malay d...and i also knw her 死穴...hehe...dun knw hw old she is...bt can sure d is she nt yet marry...dun say wrong her称呼...last time a malay classmate wrong say cik into puan...then gv write name in buku kesalahan and gv 针对 til nwadays...so sympathy v him...haiz...conclusion-dun make the teacher who stil single angry...they wil very dahsyat==...haha...老姑婆老姑婆...XD

haiz...1day at schoool...my friend asking 4 account question...i promise to her tat i wil hlp to solve it...bt...sry...i fail...very sry...i knw mayb i hv dissapointed her...bt...i reali try my best...sry...beside to hlp my friend,i also think about spm...i wanna to take extra subject-account...bt dun knw hw to tel my parent...wil them agree?if they nt agree,then hw?haiz...dun dare to tel any1 about my decision...

chinese new year and valentine day r coming soon^^so excited about it...wanna find friend to go shopping...bt they keep say dun wan tat day...dun wan tis day...sien bout it==then location more annoy...some say go kl...some say too far...say go dekat dekat ok liao...==walao...no ppl wan to b patient...and try to settle it easily...sienz...

haiz...

sienz o...tis few days very sienz...weekend so boring...at saturday morning,plan go to school to join the basketball training d...bt parent r busy...so cancel it already...dun wan to gv them more stress le..^^then just pass my weekend v fully boring...at sunday,do my homework b4 play my dota^^XD

nw i gt little like addmath after understand it le...quite nice 4 its challenge...haha...bt sometime also quite hard...nid ask my sis...luckily gt my sis,if nt reali kanasai lo...XD 2day when learning addmath(me also dun knw y keep about addmath...mayb有缘)...haha...when the teacher is teaching,bom bom bom...my class d roof suddenly break down(a small part only)...haha...the part drop on my hand...lucky no hurt and also no feel d...XD

2day feel very different compared to the pass days...quite silent...so miss my friend who change class eld...miss his voice...miss his face...miss his altitude...miss him bcz easy gv bully...T.T so miss u a,pragatesh!!!fast b our class la==

sienz...==

haiz...tis few days so cham...suddenly many homework come and come...all appear in front me==sienz lo...bt luckily gt friend^^can borrow book from them and copy it...haha...thx friend...^^love u all much...few days ago,my friend and i hv carry out a experiment of chemistry...v the fastest to finish it...bt...v fail jor it...T.T after experiment,teacher ask us to write peka...walao-,- 1st time do on my own...haha...

addmath teacher hv teach many thing 4 us...bt,none can be adapt by me...T.T...sad...worry about my february test...the thing is quite difficult...cant adapt==''haiz...bt math is quite easy...gv le many homework of math,no nid 20minutes then finish liao...haha...can think hw easy of the math is leh...^^v...so like my bm and bi teacher...v at b play and enjoy ourself,they no scold and keep teaching...haha...very nice d teacher...song a...XD

haiz...dun knw y very tired...normally i nt sleep in afternoon d...bt at weekend,i fall asleep in the afternoon...is due to too late 4 sleep?dun wan find reason le...just keep on like tat then ok liao...no mind d la...XD...valentine day is coming...my qm friend all set me as target==all wan lie my money...zha dao...^^''...

wish all happy chinese new year and happy valentine^^

T.T

yesterday go b to school...ganti cuti for chinese new year...chinese new year shall b a gd festival to b celebrated...y?y nid to ganti cuti?saturday shall b a day 4 student to enjoy and take rest...nw hv to go b to school 2 study==at 1st,i think to ponteng d...afterttat,gt some opinion from friend then decide to go school le...when at bio period,friend tel me tat he is very shock to c a thing...at last thursday,v hv sivik class...v b at 2.00...when finish sivik,he see our bio teacher-encik "secret"(hehe...^^v)...he catch a ponteng boy...tat moment,he like a kung fu man...wtf@@ tis is out of my imagine...i c him just like a hormone nt enough d male teacher...nw he can catch a ppl who try fight him easily...@@'' lucky i gd boy..no fight him...XD

then is pj period...tat another reason 4 me no ponteng is zhen yang ask me to play basketball...then go v them...then just our class play only==they take rest and c us play==zha dao...after recess, b class...wtf...no electric==damn hot...luckily at 12.xx then got electric le...if nt reali kil me...T.T the big 4(me,ye lun,pragatesh and ruban) play at there...XD then b home when ring...go b home,eat le my breakfast,then tak sengaja sleep le...1.xx sleep til almost 6...walao...reali tired...

at night,take supper...take dao half,then rain...fast fast eat then b home...b home open pc and keep play...play til 2.xx,then sleep le...2day morning wake up,go gotong-royong...tat a event in my taman...go there help do thing...do le many thing...after cleaning the weeds at the fence,a indian pak cik ask me climb up the wall to cut the tree...climb le upside,realize tat many ants there...RED ANT!!!!the ants 'beat' me so pain...whole body also gv beat...i half cut the branch,half kil the ants on my body...reali damn pain...luckily no fall down from it...if nt,cant imagine hw hurt i am...aftertat,hlp cleaning the weeds and rubbish on the floor...when 11.30,it is finish...v has clean the whole taman...^^

although i am tired and many hurt on my hand and leg,i am very happy...bcz our taman is clean...hope tis wil keep on...^^besides,i also c dao a very meaningful thing...1 MALAYSIA,1 NEGARA...there nt only chinese race to clean,bt also gt malay and also indian^^so nice man^^very proud and happy to live in tis taman^^bt also feel bit sad...tis taman seldom ppl join it...if many more ppl join it,i believe wil b more benefit no just 4 the clean of tis taman^^

haiz...

yesterday was a very tired day...morning pj...1st time feel tat pj is so boring...many friend no bring pj t-shirt...my pj teacher-encik nazri nt allow them to play...T.T just 3 ppl gt bring clothes include me...sienz...i think the school is stupid...1 period pj only==play also cant play song la...besides,my pj period is at the mid of the 1st 5 period b4 recess...walao==cant gt enough rest and also cool down self then forced to go study le...the period after pj is moral...my clothes is very very very very wet...so shy when study moral...just enter the class(at av room),i straight ask the teacher 4 gt permission to go kaunseling 4 cool down myself...finally,i borrow rm10 from teacher to buy a pj t-shirt...if nt,i dun knw wat time then i can go b class==the time meet v u at koperasi is very nice...enjoy the time when buy t-shirt from u^^(nt bian tai o)...thursday the time 4 back home is 2.30,bcz gt sivik==after b home,so tired and wanna take a nap...think just sleep 4 half hours...when i wake up...wa...it hv been almost 6...i sleep 4 3hours and 30 minutes...==after wake up,st8 go play basketball^^

yesterday night,dun knw y no mood to do homework...haha...then sms v friend...join her to do homework overnight...reali very angry yesterday...i c the addmath question...do le 1 time and 1 time...bt still wrong...finally,i beh tahan le...i just pull the paper out and throw it...then open a new book to do again...finally,i reali beh tahan bcz keep wrong...i just take the question book and ask my sis...yeah^^luckygt sis...if nt sure cant finish my addmath homework...just 7 question,bt i use le 3 hours to complete it...sad and also disgrace 4 myself...sms to my friend...erm...no reply...then send a msg to remind her to sleep at 1am and 2 am...

2day mornig feel very cham to stay over the subject...very boring...just like the bi subject and bm subject...both teacher r very nice...they also nt yet angry guo...yeah^^v so happy to has teacher like them...after finish le,gt kelab cina...go lo...go hlp the teacher do thing...c dao 4y...bt no dare to go say hello...4 also leng lui...#^.^# very pai seh d...haha...i 1pm wan b le...bt the kelab stil nt yet start...zha dao...==1pm le,then say gdbye to friend and left le...feel so interest about the result...XD

go tuition...the teacher is ok la...just i too tired le...will feel sleepy in class...luckily tat i nt sleep dao...if nt sure kns...haha...at last 10minutes,teacher gv addmath quiz...== wtf...i 4gt all the thing jor...the note given also 4gt to bring due to lack of time 4 preparing...T.T gt many question dun knw to do...haiz...some knw...bt i knw my result wil be bad...haiz...

8.3x then on9 le...c dao friend d fb...knw she sad due to some problem...haiz...just wanna tel her,dun be sad le...the decision hv been made...sad or angry is useless...try to think widely and also release urself from the bad soul ba...^^+u...

tired...

hehe...yesterday night sms with a very important to me d friend...very song...have been a long time v no sms le...T.T everyday just hope ur reply...nw finally u gt reply me le...^^v...after a few chat,realize tat u r so cham...ur life full v pressure and lots of homework...gambateh and +u^^no mind the life road is hw hard,bt i still wil support u^^whole life d promise...^^and also hope u can switch to science stream successfully...lol...yesterday night do le a very stupid d thing(to the others,bt me,will be full v meaning)...the friend say she nid do homework...till so night then sleep==tat wil affect our health d...dun wan to hear my advise==so decide to sms her every 整点...to remind her fast go sleep lo...if she sleep le,then go meet my周公...am i very stupid?

2day morning wake up...walao...realize tat my hand is too tired le...and also out of my control...at tat moment,feel like my hand has broken...T.T...then think and think...finally gt the reason le==掌上压 X 50 times too stress 4 me le==damn segi(my friend),next time wil let u repay me d==after hving my breakfast,then go c my hp...no msg...aftertat,ready 4 go study...

2day d bag very heavy==stupid government and also stupid school...our pj separate to 2 days...1 day 1 period...wasai==tis increase some subject 4 1 period only in 1 day==beh tahan 4 the bag...if it break out due to overload,sure ask school to buy new 1 4 me==2day pj damn cham...hand out of control==cant play well...sad...T.T...after pj period is recess,then keep on play ba...i gt many time^^hehe...aftertat,go change cloth...when b class,few friend n i ask 4 permission to sit under the fan...the teacher allow us...yeah^^v love the teacher so much...when teacher day,must send a big gift 4 the teacher...XD

2day gt chinese period...dun knw hw to say my feeling...stil act 4 the happy来源 4 them...suddenly say til dao华文学会...ask teacher is it sesi pagi and petang separate?she reply me no...then say gt...==4 confirm,ask 1 more time lo...she reply me nice v"ya...stick 2gether"...then add up 1 more-你梦中情人在下午班啊？一直问...walao==tat time whole class also clap hands and 喝彩(postive 1)...walao...whole class play me==next time they sure kns...XD

beh song==

sienz...very boring and down mood d 1 day...1st at school,gv my class d girl gek dao=.= just wanna borrow chemistry book...at there say-if wan borrow go library...o0o...nw wat time o?stil gt time to joke?just wanna check my answer match v the teacher say or nt...nia ma...think i so free?at there joke v me?gek dao me dun knw wanna scold wat...just keep myself silent and dun wan 2 chat more le...

when at pyhsic,wan borrow thing to hv a look then say v nice lo...say姓丘的...wtf== i no name a?my name wil make u guys feel disgrace?cant speak my name nice?or u guys brain gt problem?dun knw to respect ppl?wan me hw respect u?u also dun knw to respect,i also think 2 no nid respect v u guy le==so unpolite...wtf...friend v fews year also can like tat?tis nt small gas...just ur guys d altitude reali i beh tahan...dun wanna show my angry feeling out at tat moment...just think tat like tat d friendship i prefer to break it down compare to continue it...i nt also wil lost something or cant live without them...

idiot,damn,stupid...!@#$%#$%...wtf them...reali cant hide my feeling more le...if they stil like tat,i think i wil just shw my angry feeling...although they girl,nt nid like tat d...girl then very pro?nid respect by ppl bt no nid respect the boys?try i say u v bad bad words...wat ur feeling?try think about my feeling la...== everytime also like tat...b4 planning do something,suddenly throw all jobs to me...then say i plan it at 1st d...i shall take it all and do it myself...wtf...nt separate each other job le ma?can like tat d?dun go moral class la...learn wat moral value bt self dun hv,no nid learn moral...waste time and also make the others disgrace...eventhough some ppl r different races,bt they stil knw to respect me...o0o

tis time i kns le...><

haiz...2day start school again...so lazy and also hate go school...when reach school,my friends just look at me and say-哇...新的一年，你每天都那么迟来的？== i song a...haha...:P after putting my heavy bag==,wooi keat catch me and tell me the match between CHELSEA and sunderland...7-2!!7-2!!yesterday CHELSEA reali very pro and out of my imagine...i think just 4-0 only...bt i was wrong...anyway,congratulate to CHELSEA 4 his SUCCESS^^

after telling the match,v go to dewan 4 assembly...boring 4 sing the songs every week==change some disco mayb wil make all students feel gd^^i think the teacher sot jor...normally she use 1 hour++ to gv speech...nw after half hour then finish le...haha...anyway,thx 4 god^^the teacher no nid at there ji gua ji gua...so annoy==when b to class,my addmath teacher come in le...wasai...reach le then ask us y v no submit exercise book?==阿姐,u teach slow...if nt gt thing kacau us study...almost wan 1 month le,just do le 1 exercise==submit wat?blank page ma??then the teacher start teach us...walao...reali cant understand wat she is teaching...T.T my brain just fulfill v ??????????????? when she leave our classroom...

at bm period,gt a new student come to our class...^^girl lai d...sit beside me...haha...bt no topic between us...^^'' just play v my friend...they all think lai think qu who feel interest v the girl=='' beh tahan them,the girl ok la...like tat also can think lai think qu...u guys all tepi la...sure she interest v me...i handsome guy lai d...(just joke...haha...:P)anyway,i dun wil feel interest v her and i also confident tat she dun wil feel interest v me...bcz i nt handsome and i also nt a flower-heart guy^^

at chinese period,dun knw which 'pk' make me kns==i doing my homework bcz too much le...cant finish d...later gt tuition more...suddenly teacher come me there and i was CAUGHT...wasai==wtf...i think is tat 2 !@#$%@#$%^@#$%^$%^ boy tel d...next time sure wil revenge...@@ beh tahan them...take gd care of self study 1st la...at there play play...do homework also wan kacau==anyway,feel sry to the teacher...bcz nt focus when she is teaching....i also knw my fault...sry...

a bad and gd mixed d 1day...

haiz...yesterday is a bad and gd mood mixed d day...gd is yesterday night follow my family member to watch new movie-大日子...Its a quite nice movie^^and also touching...haha...^^In tat movie,i find many moral lesson...We shall be good to out parent or who are elder than us...And also dun easily takeaction bcz it might hurt ur family...Besides,the final part of tat movie is by posting some word...I think it is reali right-只要和心爱的人在一起，每天都是大日子...So,decide to b a gd person to my family member,friends and others...If b4 i hv done something wrong pls 4gv me^^Hehe,beside watch movie,i also gt my salary^^eventhough just a small amount,i wil keep it gd and use it in tight way...

bt the bad is,reali sad to hear the news about my friends...few make 1 friend angry...They write their name in a paper and write bout sex d...And the most hate is the paper is given to a girl c...wtf they r...if they dun think bout the mood of their friend,y they dun think bout the feeling of the girl?? is tat reali right?joke also hv a limit line...if over it,then wil b very过分...they think tat reali a so funny thing and happy?actually i hope tat i can tel them tat wrong bravely...bt i dun wan to hurt them or make our friendship challenged by those problem...

after knwing the news,i find out tat the boy who gv play reali angry...and i also dun wil sympathy v those play him d...they hv to take responsible v themselves...They tel me,they hv say eld sry and even belanja minum...they reali think it just a small problem?no...tat reali hurt the boy feeling...they never think tat if at the paper is their own name,wat the feeling of them?wil they also wil receive the apologize from them?wil they easily broke their friendship if the paper write their name?My godness,i reali cant imagine y my friend wil b like tat...haiz...reali dun knw wan to gv wat comment to them le...

JOKE HAS A LIMIT LINE TOO...ALTHOUGH SOME1 EQ IS VERY HIGH,BT THE LINE ALSO APPEAR THERE...JUST IS DEEPER THAN NORMAL PPL...DUN DO STUPID THING OR JOKE TOO OVER WITH YOUR FRIEND...IT NO JUST HURT YOUR FRIEND AND ALSO MAYBE HURT YOURSELF AND THE FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN YOU GUY...THINK SMART AND TRY NT DO WRONG WAY...APOLOGIZE IS RIGHT ACTION WHEN DO WRONG THING...BUT AFTER HURTING SOME1,THE PAIN AND THE HURT IS STILL THERE...AT THE HEART...

HOPE THEM WILL BE FINE AND CHANGE THIER BAD ALTITUDE...THX GOD...

lol...nice day^^

yesterday play gg v friend...play til 1am++...hehe...stil fel very jing shen==then go read comic...haha...nw very like the comic-SLAM DUNK...very nice^^like it much...It is about a basketball team d...although some r just begin to train themselves,bt they r very hardworking and never think put up when challenge v some pro team...@.@ cool man...reali dream like wan to be like them...XD

2day wake up at 11.00++ ba...bit sienz...>< nth do...aaa...T.T just take my breakfast...and hv a nice time to enjoy chatting v my family^^chatting chatting...then v chat til a topic and my eldest sis and me act like the man and women in the mv i watched in fb...haha...its reali funny...nw stil cant stop laugh when imagine it...haha...

when afternoon,mum say dad wanna watch tiger wowo(大日子)...oo yeah^^hv been a long time no watch movie 2gether v my family le...b4 just v my friend...gt bit sienz...sometime they too noisy le...especially tat 2 play dota d==watch wat type of movie can also imagine til dota...reali feel shy and angry when watch 2gether v them bcz their sound r nt just disturbing us and also the others...haiz...

sis wanna book ticket via on9...bt the time is nt suitable...finally i n sis decide go mines st8 buy it...>< so hot leh...bt nvm la...they happy then enough le...XD...after buy,v go buy mcd 4 our lunch^^yeah!!song a...b4 leaving mines,go to my x stall and chat v my friend...c tio many friend...hv been a long time no c dao them le...bit miss them...T.T hope can meet them although v r separate...

haiz...2day just keep c+ing my hp...waiting 4 msg...wait and wait...i reali cant control myself to nt sms u...just wanna to sms v u...and chat..everytime also w8 4 ur msg...no mind tat is just a joke type,祝福 or else...ur msg is meaningfull to me...evrytime also wil feel very happy and excited when receive ur msg...haiz...

open new 1 4 self...

Lol...Again type blog 4 self...Hv been second time 4 writing m blog le...b4 d blog,fulfill v too many sadness le...reali dun wish to c it more...bt self stil force me to open it and read and read it again...So,after gving focing by friend== open a new 1 blog...1st reason is prevent self to c tat sad memory again...2nd is dun wan let otherelse knw my secret ^^v

Hv been study at school 4 2 week le...reali...damn hard and boring...the teacher reali nice...bt some sound r too low le...if nt then is too friendly...play v my friend in class also no gv scold or warning...haha :P...so lucky d 1 year...hope tis year wil pass by nice and without any problem...^^reali feel so mafan v those problem...><

haiz...so confusing v self...心灵受创伤...T.T anyway,reali nid to put myself v 100% oil le...cant b lazy like b4...must be hardworking more and more...dun wan to make my parent and friend dissapointed...gambateh!!!

these days,trying my best to improve myself in all ways...altitude,basketball,knowledge and more more...realize tat,i reali noob and stupid...everytime,c+ing friend or others r so pro and intelligent...just can do nothing when c+ing them...haiz...when compare v them,knw tat i just a small ant...a useless thing...hv been think a long time,find tat-AT THIS WORLD,GOD IS FAIR TO ALL...NO 1 IS SPECIAL INTELLIGENT SINCE BORN...JUST DEPEND ON HOW HARDWORKING YOU ARE AND HOW MANY WORKS HAVE BEEN YOU DONE...without work,v wil never reach success...dun say some1 is lucky...lucky v nt constant at some1 4 his/her whole life...

haiz...so annoy about my koko==dun knw wan take part in the QM or nt...if take part,i can gt my koko score 4 it...and also dun wil waste my free time...bt,wil also make my dad more mafan...he wil be more tired 4 fetch me and bro home 4 2 times...if 2gether fetch b,then wil make him trap in the trafic jam...haiz...so hard to make decision...mayb it wil be fine 4 nt changing anything...^^