open new 1 4 self...

Lol...Again type blog 4 self...Hv been second time 4 writing m blog le...b4 d blog,fulfill v too many sadness le...reali dun wish to c it more...bt self stil force me to open it and read and read it again...So,after gving focing by friend== open a new 1 blog...1st reason is prevent self to c tat sad memory again...2nd is dun wan let otherelse knw my secret ^^v

Hv been study at school 4 2 week le...reali...damn hard and boring...the teacher reali nice...bt some sound r too low le...if nt then is too friendly...play v my friend in class also no gv scold or warning...haha :P...so lucky d 1 year...hope tis year wil pass by nice and without any problem...^^reali feel so mafan v those problem...><

haiz...so confusing v self...心灵受创伤...T.T anyway,reali nid to put myself v 100% oil le...cant b lazy like b4...must be hardworking more and more...dun wan to make my parent and friend dissapointed...gambateh!!!

these days,trying my best to improve myself in all ways...altitude,basketball,knowledge and more more...realize tat,i reali noob and stupid...everytime,c+ing friend or others r so pro and intelligent...just can do nothing when c+ing them...haiz...when compare v them,knw tat i just a small ant...a useless thing...hv been think a long time,find tat-AT THIS WORLD,GOD IS FAIR TO ALL...NO 1 IS SPECIAL INTELLIGENT SINCE BORN...JUST DEPEND ON HOW HARDWORKING YOU ARE AND HOW MANY WORKS HAVE BEEN YOU DONE...without work,v wil never reach success...dun say some1 is lucky...lucky v nt constant at some1 4 his/her whole life...

haiz...so annoy about my koko==dun knw wan take part in the QM or nt...if take part,i can gt my koko score 4 it...and also dun wil waste my free time...bt,wil also make my dad more mafan...he wil be more tired 4 fetch me and bro home 4 2 times...if 2gether fetch b,then wil make him trap in the trafic jam...haiz...so hard to make decision...mayb it wil be fine 4 nt changing anything...^^